rainbow^^ feel blessed everytime i saw it^^

means there's hopes after rains^^

tada!!!

this is my 1st post, so decided to introduce myself a bit la...(seems like i din't wrote enough for the profile part... tak cukup, tak syok^^)

• i din't write words in essay-form for a long long time, except answering exam essay questions, and i don't think that counts, so...i think i will proceed in point-form, paise ha^^
• i'm a typical penang people, so you can find most of my sentence will end with "la~", "ha~~", "lo~~", "hor~~", "o~~", haha...and i find it's kinda fun when there are expressions and emotions in my words...you can try to read it with those expressions as well, i'm sure it's fun^^
• i'm a IT idiots, unable to control over my computer....i surrendered on this long long time ago...so...when you see weird things appeared on my post, it's not really my fault^^ paise o~
• i usually translate what i think in mind directly into words... so...when you can't really understand what i'm writting, please read it out loud like you are talking to yourselves, you will find it easier^^
• ^^ = means i'm smiling^^...
• by the way, i really like to smile, but sometimes when i din't, doesn't mean that i'm angry...
• previously,i have a blog in elsewhere, but somehow or rather it was quite inconvenient for me to manage there, so i decided to move my blog here, hence, i will move all my previous posts to here, so enjoy o...might be irrelevant now o...=.=ll...
• both of my english and melayu are kinda teruk, my best subject is hokkien^^ (but unfortunately no one tested me on that before), so my post will be a rojak of chine-malay-kien-lish, paise if you can't understand it...^^
• i'm kinda busy + lazy....so...when you see me updated my blog, it usually means that i'm in holiday^^...feel free to contact me that time o^^
• i'm kinda 'zhi-lian kuang', direct translation means 'extreme self-admirer'...so please don't get annoyed or irritated when i couldn't stop talking...and talking...and talking...about myself... and as you can see, i even couldn't stop writing about myself... muahahaha^^ i'm a freak right?!
• sometimes i may use may use long weird medical terms, which consist of more than 10 alphabets in a word---but i'm not a doctor...yet... there's still a long long journey ahead....
• my blogs' names/titles are usually irrelevant to its contents, so just ignore it^^
• i like to take photos when i'm studying....and usually i will study in pyjamas, so...the combination will be pyjamas + in photos^^
• i really like day-dreaming...and my face look serious when i'm day-dreaming^^
• i like to give names to my belongings, like xiao bai, xiao hong...or xiao put put^^...guess what are they??
• i like to read national geograhic...especially during bedtime^^
• i'm the advisor of 'mei mong ju le bu' ...means sweet dreams club^^...
• i can't eat spicy food...even i'm a penangites...so memper-siasui-kan...
• i like to create new vocabulary like - 'memper-wat-tat-kan'...memper-siasui-kan...it's easy, just add memper- and -kan in front and behind a verb...in any language^^
• i have really short attention span...so please don't gam gam cham me, i will only listen to the the first 3 sentences...the rest will....
• i have high metabolic rate, so i get hungry easily...
• i doesn't always act cute, even i do, i do in private^^
• i'm really blurr...really really blurr....i often go to class at the wrong time...haiz...T.T
• my blogs punya background looks so harmony and peaceful, i like it very much, but it's not really my style...you will feel a kinda awkward after reading my posts on it...i feel that too...

.....previously, i was kept thinking should i put my real names on the blogs? means letting my friends to know this is my blogs and paksa them to visit it regularly....hahahaha, so autocratic^^ but somehow...i'm worried that when people know who is the author...i can't really expressed what i really wana say....i have to put mr. XX or YY on it...it spoils the fun right?? but i really wana share my life with you all, so...

....i give up....i think the one of best part of life is about sharings and friends...for those who already knew me... welcome to my inner world!!! for those who doesn't, welcome to my world^^

history chapter 13 - whinning again…haha^@^

january 14, 2009~
can’t think of a suitble title for this 1 again…so, juz merepek sajalah…
busy~busy~n…busy~ barely have any time left for myself…
physically and mentally both are exhausted…T.T…
what am i busying about??? i dunno actually… lots of remeh-temeh things juz simply taking up all my time…hew…
juz like what my friend said…got time to die..no time to sick…
need more energy to aja aja….nescafe no longer works on me…
any other recommendations pls???
(ps: i juz watched mamma mia…such a nice movie…hopefully i can live in such a beautiful island 1 day…singing n….emm…no la, i prefer sleeping on that beautiful island whole day…haha..)

history chapter 12 - dunno how to name u again…=.=”

november 22, 2008~
juz started my new sem…^@^….
walao…everything is sooooo tough until i ‘liak kong’ od….
GIT system, everything study from mouth to anus…T.T….
pls.. save me….or juz kill me…
^@^ haha…juz joking la…
but dunno why….generally, i’m feeling happier n content compare to previous sem, maybe i’m more adapt to da environment od…(tho it’s a bit slow…hehe…)
this time, me no longer feel empty…lonely…pathetic on myself anymore…even i’m facing something that i previously tot that i won’t be able to handle it…
time is indeed the best mecidine afterall…washing out everything….every injury, every lost….
or maybe i really become STRONGER this time…not the fragile, innocent girl last time anymore…
more confident…yet more humble…this is what i really hope i can be soon in the future…
gambate o!!!! aja aja fighting!!!

history chapter 11 - what should i name u???

november 13, 2008~
emm…i think most of the titles of my blogs are not relevant to their contents, indeed…hahaha…wuliao…

not surprising, its holiday again…suddenly i think of something funny, juz now my dad come into my room n ask: ‘why u didn’t go out 2day again??’ hahaha…indeed, its is soooo unusual that i will stay in the house all the time during the holiday, no lepak in mamak stall till late nite, no shopping marathon from 9am till 9pm, no sing k, no camp, no hotel stay, no outing, no movie, juz nothing….

juz came back from opkim….maybe i’m a bit tired….a bit lazy….so….
lepak at home lo…..cannot meh?!

ha…wuliao….

history chapter 10 - it’s the final countdown…

october 10, 2008~
finals coming….
suddenly rmb of this song…sings it everytime during new year countdowns….
okie….it’s the final countdown…to da FINALs!!!!
last 2 weeks to go!!!!
ready~~~ get set~~~~GO!!!!!
like shifu say….fa yuan : i will finish cover all the topics!!!!
gambate o!!!!

history chapter 9 - it’s complicated@…

october 10, 2008~
thought that i have forgottened everything od…nothing about it bothers me anymore…but…surprisingly…the truth is…it is not all been forgottened…just been burried deep down inside somewhere else only….let it fester…ulcerate… necrotise…and hemorrhage itself….and now…it’s superimposed with infection somemore…so, i think it’s going to the stage of irreversible injury od…
it’s complicated, isn’t it?!