笨蛋生气了。。。

have u ever been left out???

do you know how does it feels???

betrayed?? anger??

depressed??

sense of belonging??

abandoned??

while for me years ago,

i would rather say...

'depend who's the one that left me out lorr...'

it's really nothing to be mind of ...

and sometimes i did left out other people as well...

(ps: sorry dear twins, i sincerely apologise for lefting you out during our project last time...

i'm sorry....)

nonetheless...

after the post-trauma syndrome...

that's the feeling that i hated most...

it reminds me of being abandoned again....

i tried...

to calm myself...

to say it's a norm...

to remind myself that they are not the same person...

but still...

am i such an insignificant person to u???

to be left out again and again...

again and again...

as such when...

someday, somehow i have disappeared...

no one will know...

nice sharings from a friend^^

=懒人杂想=

堕落了两个礼拜。。。

吃喝玩乐~

是时候开始读书了，

人生没有太多的后悔，

不要再重复之前所犯的错误了，

人生没有太多的如果。。。

也没有太多的‘再来一次’。。

加油吧！！

=凡夫杂想=

不明白自己

为何又再自个儿生闷气。。

好累。。。

社会本来就是那么的现实，利益，

只是自己接受不了，

还在那儿自命清高。。。

是时候清醒了？？？

但回想起来，

还是不想同流合污。。

看来，我还是继续享受我自个儿的

自命清高算了。。。^^

有感而发（1）

静坐常思己过，

闲谈莫伦人非。

生气，是拿人家的过错来折磨自己。。

感谢折磨你的人，是他让你变得更坚强。

天地宽，比不上心眼宽。

不要一直埋怨自己做得比别人多，

时时要感恩自己有机会比别人学习得更多。

〈〈欢喜做，欢喜受〉〉

每天的烦恼与难题，都是选佛场的考题，

要时时警惕自己，

是否能保持镇定，不生烦恼，

交出戒，定，慧，漂亮的成绩单？？

h1n1...

okie, here i am, just came back from taiwan....

with sorethroat, headache, myalgia, running nose, no fever....

what will u think of???

*BINGO!!!*

H1N1....

but please noted that...

i don't have any fever....

NO FEVER...

but still,

i have came back from tg. karang to ENJOY my quarantine....

wakaka...^^

and now, here i am,

in my dear hostel room,

studying on my own disease....

swt swt....=.=lll....

wish me luck,

hopefully it's not really H1N1....

i don't really wana be a part of our nation's H1N1 stastistics...

ps: apparently, i should be writting about my taiwan trip,

but...too lazy...

sick ppl have to right to be lazy right???

wakaka...

just some random thoughts....

1。停止再吃我豆腐了！！！我不是好欺负的！！！下次我一定会。。。？？？ 干掉你！！！

2。好想好想要回家哦。。。想念mummy的gam gam cham。。。

3。睡觉？读书？。。睡觉？读书？。。睡觉？读书？。。睡觉？读书？。。。 睡觉好了。。^^

4。你到底在想什么？？？搞不懂。。。catch no ball + see no road。。 烦。。。

5。为什么我总是把那些走靠近我的人。。。伤得最深？？？。。 对不起，真的。。。

6。自由的代价，是否就是。。孤独。。呢？？？（独孤求败？？mouliu.....=.=lll.....）

7。新的人生方向。。。for my future pts。。。。