post-exam updates

hey hey hey~~

i'm now enjoying my sweet sweet holiday~~

muahaha~

it has been a long time since my last post,

my 4th year final exam was finally over,

even the results was been announced this evening,

and the good news is:

==> i PASSed jorr!!!!

*cheers* *claps*

gen en o~

i'm finally a final year student~

(after 4 years...)

phew~

i was busy celebrating for the past one week,

having my so-called post-exam mania

(after ahedonia-ed for two weeks, including my CNY...sob sob... )

went to Dong Chan temple, Zoo Negara (finally~^^'') and etc etc....

together with a bunch of crazy posting mates~

ate lotsa lotsa nice food~ weeeeee~~

and put on lotsa weights too....damm...

so, looking back to my 4th year,

it's been a long year,

after having adjustment disorder for the first few months,

with lotsa maladaptive emotions and behaviours,

finally, i blended in.

it's weird isn't it??

1 year before i predicted myself a pathetic year ahead,

and 1 year later, i'm having so much fun with no regrets...

it's a life lesson afterall...i guess

5 years of medical school life,

it's really a long long journey,

and i guess i'm almost reaching the end...

无题N

曾经在网路上看过一个还蛮搞笑的比喻：

“生活就像被强奸, 如果不能反抗，就躺下来好好享受”
瞎得来...

还蛮有意思的...

对啊，

很多事情，虽然人不身在江湖，但还是身不由己的，

很多事情，明明很努力了，但还是事与愿违的，

很多事情，即使三思而后行了，最后还是会荒腔走板的,

所以，

很多事情，尽力就好，

如果真得还是走了样，

那就好好的享受那片刻的走调...

好，瞎毕，

继续努力。。。

on the 2nd day of study week....

darn i'm hopeless.....

review 2010

i guess this is not a suitable time for me to blog...

i have cwu, presentation, mini CEx (no, not mini sex) and lotsa learning issues for 2mr's pbl,

rarrr~~

i guess it's my OCD again,

that i MUST write something about my 2010.

okay, here we go then...

generally, 2010 was kinda different from my previous years in uni.

comparatively, i'm not that maniacally involved in activities anymore,

i guess eamsc and pac run were the only two for me...

organising eamsc was one the best moments i have in uni

while pac was my worst nightmare of all...

i can still remember the nightmare & panic attacks i had before pac,

("...eh...is this the run?? why no people at all??? aaaaaaaaaaaaa~~)

while chinese class was sort of like a part-time hobby of mine...haha

hmm, the best part about 2010???

==> TRAVELing!!!

though mostly were cuti2 m'sia, it's really good enough for me^^

sabah was awesome, i missed the sunsets there

cameron was chilling, i missed the cherry tomatoes & strawberries there

penang was never boring, i missed my home and the beaches there

(nah~ i was just tour-guiding for the 'N' times...=.=lll)

london was lovely, i missed the autumn there

muar was crazy, i missed the asam fish, otak2 and laughters there

malacca was yummy, i missed the cendol & satay celup there

trolak was confusing, i missed the fun and english there

anyway,

2010 was a rather personal year for me,

in which i can FINALLY settle down,

and spend more time on myself...

thinking of what i've done in the past,

and what i truly wanna be in the future...

it wasn't a continuous thinking process,

rather it was an accumulation of observations, happenings and reflections...

besides that, i had successfully rehabilitated myself from a very nasty addiction of mine...haha

nah~ i'm not gonna tell that here...

so, overall,

it's a wonderful year after all.

~new year~

yea~

那种熟悉的感觉又回来了，

好怀念哦~

辛苦工作了一整天后，

心满意足的回头望，

再忙里偷闲...

用这种感觉来开始新的一年，

真是太棒了!!!

又回到了那痛痛的感觉，

痛痛的状况，

反而更有斗志！

命苦的人，

没有悲伤的权利.

(*犯贱*) 瞎~

new year,

new game,

new resolution,

no matter who you are in the past,

don't ever look back,

it's 'to be' that matters....

so,

live strong, play hard!!!

receive a forward message from a friend during new year eve;

"life's short,

break the rules,

forgive & forget quickly,

love & kiss truly,

laugh uncontrollably &

never regret anything that made u smile"

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

(ps: it's my OCD again, new year =>> a 'must-blog-moment')

~season greetings~

just realised how diverse my family is when it comes to religions and beliefs.

we have the 'bai-ang-kong' ones,

the buddhist, (ranging from the extreme devotee to the 'half-boiled' type like me)

we have christians and catholics,

as well as muslims...

and last but not least, the 'sesat' ones like my sis...

muahaha~

we can choose to divide or separate ourselves by the colours of our skin or the faith that we believe,

yet, we choose to embrace our differences and celebrate the diversity~~

cheers to everyone in this joyful season~

happy belated tongzhi!!!

merry christmas!!!

and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!^^

(ps: btw, should i get an indian hubby or an orang-asli instead?? haha~)

有病而发

在医院呆久了，

每天都看惯了一大堆很canggih又要生要死的病后，

就一概把感冒发烧咳嗽喉咙痛都当成小病一个，

没什么大不了，

也没什么好担心的。

所以每当有人问起时，

我总会很敷衍兼没舍同情心的说：

“噢~ 感冒发烧啊？

多喝水，多休息就可以了，

没什么的啦~

细菌感染而已啦~”

现在，轮到自己‘发烧喉咙痛而已啦~’

却觉得非常的痛苦。。

头很痛，喉咙很干，

烧一直退不完，

抗生素从五天拖到一个礼拜后还吃不完。。

回想起。。

生病，其实无分大小，

即使是很轻微的头痛或发烧，

都会对病人带来莫大的困扰，

没办法专心，没办法工作，

不能唱歌，又不能熬夜，

也不可以淋雨，

没办法吃那些煎煎炸炸得来又很好吃的食物，

(ps: 这只是喉咙痛发烧而已哦，想想那些糖尿病，高血压等等。。）

那种无奈，

是身体健康时的我们体验不到的。。。