whiners

i was moaning and groaning quite a lot lately,

about being alone in the ward all day long,

about taking lunches by myself everyday,

about others being cold and not caring enough,
about my ward being bored and nobody cares, 

and then i realised,

i'm still the same self-pity, needy whiner after all these years,

just that i'm too proud to admit it.

whining is not gonna change anything,
in fact, whining will just accumulate up all the bad energy and karma,
making us feel sucks and depressive,
less and less optimistic.

read a book last night,
and found some interesting statements.
社会不因牢骚而动容，只因努力而改变。
用行动将牢骚烧成灰烬。
停止唠叨，在好事发生时要感恩，对坏事更要感激。
‘埋怨’ 是心情的病毒，它侵蚀大脑中所有善良的细胞，
蒙蔽住宽容的双眼，使人变得吹毛求疵。
so, gonna stop this bad habit from now,
driving all the bad luck and bad mood away,
shoo~