quarter-life crisis

i have been writing a lot lately,
having my so-called quarter-life crisis.

i have not been sleeping well,
having difficulty in initiating sleep, as well as early awakenings.
my postural hypotension is getting worse,
having more and more mini blackouts for the past 1 week.

i'm full of moodiness, emo-ness,
sense of insecurities and lost,
self-doubts and frustrations,
and the worst is,
i don't even have the slightest idea about what i really want.

sometimes,
i do wish that i can be strong and independent,
surviving in a total new environment without depending on the others.
i wish that i can grow up,
and stop being such a blur and hopeless person.
why can't i??

(ps: comparing to my previous post, i guess i fit bipolar perfectly.)

决定

每个人的一生中，总有个几个决定，会影响他的一生。
平日的日子，还可以懵懵懂懂的混过，
但，来到了这么一个交叉点的时候，
总得想想，什么才是最重要的。

总有太多的因素要思考，
太多的选择要取舍，
太多的放不下得放下。

人生，是个未知数，
谁也不能担保，今天做的决定，
一定是最对的，最好的。
但，只要尽力的做好自己，
我相信，上天冥冥中一定会有他的安排。

振作

女人，请振作!!!

你没时间伤心了。

(quarter-life crisis-ing~ T.T)
要越战越强~
越战越强~

2012, a new game begins.

happy 2012 everyone~!!^^

should be writing this post much earlier,

but having too much of 欢乐 for the past few days~

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~

2012, new year, new game.

needless to say, 

lame people like me will always write a long list of new year resolutions.

so, hang with me yea~ haha

1. Be the CHANGE you want to see in this world. Kindness spreads.

2. Friends accept you for who you are. 

    朋友是把看透你了，还是死赖着和你一起的人

    I'm looking for friends, and hoping to become one too. 

3. If you don't like about something, CHANGE it. 

    Don't afraid of changes, if you never try, you'll never know.

    and stop whining, like it's gonna change ANYTHING~ dah~~

4.  我要闪婚~!! *瞎*

5. Picture yourself TEN years later. 

    想象十年后的你，身在那里，在做些什么，成为什么样的人。

    

6. You only have ONE life, LIVE it, with no regrets. 

7. 继续欢乐~ 无所不乐~ 生命太严肃了，切莫当真。

    weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~

8. Life's best when it's SIMPLE. 

    Stop complicate things by over-analysing every word and action. 

9. give HUGsSsSss~ appropriately. haha

10. Sing~!! lotsa lotsa K~!!!

11. 缘聚缘散。

     缘聚时，把握珍惜；缘散时，感恩放下，

     再继续往前走，明天一定会更好。

12. 把自己看得太重，只会越沉越重~

13. Have courage, to have adventures in life. 

14. In 20 years, you will be more regret on things that you never do,
      rather than things that you actually did. 

15. “如果明天的太陽依然升起，我們開始第二個人生吧” ~阿信

16. Life's a cumulations of mistakes and decisions. so?

      make the BEST out of it. 


17. *pray hard~* i'm gonna be strong enough to win the final battle!!　
　　每个人推到上帝面前的筹码都不一样，那就是努力。

18. LOVE your parents, just like how they love you, UNCONDITIONALLY~ 

Coolio~

HAPPY 2012~!!!

Have lotsa fun~!!!

i'm not going to write a review on 2011 this year,
not in the mood plus most were being written down in the previous posts,
adios 2011~!!^^