bla bla bla~

yoyo!! almost forgotten that i owned a blog,
rotting too much this holiday =)
btw, this is another must-blog-moment of mine,
you know, quarter-life!!!
narcissist like me will talk non-stop about myself again.
bla bla bla~
anyway, nothing gonna stop me,
haha~
so, this is basically how i spend my 25th birthday:

1. playing temple run by using my non-dominant hand.
    (ps: that was to train my right brain, according to sis)

2. cam-whoring with new camera apps, and uploaded them all=)

3. playing bubble-bubble aka. zuma by using middle finger,
    that's quite challenging, no offence, too fat=)

4. wat-ing friends and family to belanja makan~

4.writing chinese calligraphy, that is someone's holiday homework by the way.
    (ps: plan to cosplay as Lee-Bai initially, too bad, no misai)

5. driving aka. drifting, to and fro, penang international airport, improving the blood circulation of my uncle, aunty, sister and cousin. (ps: huh~ that's a big step =)

6. jiwang-ing happily with a kutu malam, in the middle of the night, about relationships and break-ups.

7. getting international calls from different countries, wishing me happy birthday.
    (thanks peps, you know who you are.)

8. replying birthday wishes and messages from family and friends, a big thanks to u all~
   (by the way, i got 2 surprise wishes, one from google homepage and another from my dean.)

that's all, have a nice day everyone!!^^

the moment

this is another must-blog-moment of mine again,
finally, it has come to an end of my student life, for now.
gan en, for Buddha blessings,
gan en, for all the prayers from my family and friends,
gan en, for all the good things and bad things that happened in my uni life,
i'm indeed glad that, it has come to an end.

peoples always say that,
time passes by, in just a blink of eye.

from the crazy stresses and tension in the study weeksSssSs,
from those devastating days of preparing for the so-called first-day-er clinical exam,
till that relief moment when the bell of the last short-case-station rang,
till that desperate moments of begging and praying for a pass,
till that moment, i heard my name being called by Prof Raymond,
i guess i will never forget how was it like.

i should be celebrating like crazy now,
yet, here i am, sitting in front of my beloved lappy,
typing this out, word by word.
i guess, i am not the same person any more.

one of my friend told me this: (he is one of the distinction)
'when we make it, there are peoples who are unfortunate...'
and one of them is my best friend throughout these 5 years in uni,
seriously i have no idea how to handle the emotion,
my initial thought is to get myself drunk up,
too bad, the plan failed.
i guess i should grow up and face it,
rather than running away from it.
life's never fair, deal with it.

anyway, back to myself,
like what my senior mentioned before,
'Notice the sparcity of your knowledge, the rigidity of your physicals, 
the stammer in your presentations, the nonsensical things that you never meant to say but blurt out anyway. Remember how hopeless you feel while waiting for results. Remember this, even 20 years later, for it will make you a humble doctor, and a motivated educator. Remember :) '

so i wrote this down, at this very moment, 

and hopefully one day when i feel that life's sucks and wanna give up, 

i will fortunate enough to read this again.

MD UKM, 2007-2012.

adios~*

2012, a new game begins.

happy 2012 everyone~!!^^

should be writing this post much earlier,

but having too much of 欢乐 for the past few days~

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~

2012, new year, new game.

needless to say, 

lame people like me will always write a long list of new year resolutions.

so, hang with me yea~ haha

1. Be the CHANGE you want to see in this world. Kindness spreads.

2. Friends accept you for who you are. 

    朋友是把看透你了，还是死赖着和你一起的人

    I'm looking for friends, and hoping to become one too. 

3. If you don't like about something, CHANGE it. 

    Don't afraid of changes, if you never try, you'll never know.

    and stop whining, like it's gonna change ANYTHING~ dah~~

4.  我要闪婚~!! *瞎*

5. Picture yourself TEN years later. 

    想象十年后的你，身在那里，在做些什么，成为什么样的人。

    

6. You only have ONE life, LIVE it, with no regrets. 

7. 继续欢乐~ 无所不乐~ 生命太严肃了，切莫当真。

    weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~

8. Life's best when it's SIMPLE. 

    Stop complicate things by over-analysing every word and action. 

9. give HUGsSsSss~ appropriately. haha

10. Sing~!! lotsa lotsa K~!!!

11. 缘聚缘散。

     缘聚时，把握珍惜；缘散时，感恩放下，

     再继续往前走，明天一定会更好。

12. 把自己看得太重，只会越沉越重~

13. Have courage, to have adventures in life. 

14. In 20 years, you will be more regret on things that you never do,
      rather than things that you actually did. 

15. “如果明天的太陽依然升起，我們開始第二個人生吧” ~阿信

16. Life's a cumulations of mistakes and decisions. so?

      make the BEST out of it. 


17. *pray hard~* i'm gonna be strong enough to win the final battle!!　
　　每个人推到上帝面前的筹码都不一样，那就是努力。

18. LOVE your parents, just like how they love you, UNCONDITIONALLY~ 

Coolio~

HAPPY 2012~!!!

Have lotsa fun~!!!

i'm not going to write a review on 2011 this year,
not in the mood plus most were being written down in the previous posts,
adios 2011~!!^^

~desperado june~

yo peps!!! i'm back~~

it's soo0o0oo good to be back!!

i was in Rembau, Ulu Sepri jungle for the past 1 week,

with no internet, no network coverage,

just peoples around.

the first part of the camp was ppd,

which was super fun and exciting,

the activities were no longer that physically exhausting in comparison with the previous ones,

good for us, senior citizens, haha!

and i got the best facilitator i ever had,

motivating, inspiring and dedicated.

hopefully i can be like her,

one day in the future.

yay!! group 5!! the popular grp!!! opps~ haha

pejuang2 sekalian~ before medical explorace~

reached to dam!!

as for the 2nd part,

i guess i did kinda hate it,

pathetic big-sized sausage monster,

brainwashing games,

biased facts...

nah~ not gonna bother my mind with all those craps...

hehe~ besides that,

i celebrated my 24th birthday there!!

it was fun, tho kinda weird,

the 1st celebration i got was beside the girls' dome toilet,

by a bunch of besties!! love yea sista~*hugssSs*

and 2nd celebration was in front of the whole batch~*blush*

by our camp commander and the committee,

i'm totally flattered.

haha~

and finally the last ones, a simple dinner in kaki corner,

i'm blessed, i guess,

to have all these friends around me for all these years,

life will be so bored without u guys!! haha!

thanks peps!! *hugs*

jimuis2 sekalian~

hengdais2 sekalian~

now, it's the final one day before my new sem starts,

another huge challenge ahead,

the final war for my medical school life,

a new start,

a new year,

a new game,

i'm so gonna finish it in awesomeness!!!

rarrrrr~~

haha!!

wish me luck!!^^

last but not least,

*senior citizen who can't stop membebel-ing*

few things to share:

1. "friends, are for sharing, not for demands'' *from weewen's blog*

2. 'Imagine' by John Lennon. how great will it be, if comes true.

3. people with principles, will be an asset, no matter where he/she goes.

4. pave our own road.

to mom, with love

Happy Mother's Day!!

to my best Mom ever!!!!

mimi mimi, 我爱你~

muacx!!!!

可爱的妈咪

祝天下所有的妈妈们，

母亲节快乐!!!

今年的母亲节，

我这只叉烧又没回家了，

家里来了通搞笑的电话，

说妈妈中小小的幸运奖! *晕*

老妈子说要买台新电话给我，已说了一段日子了，

反倒是我，坚持要用回我那架烂到不行的小白。

这次，循例的，她又问了：

"要不要买电话啊？"

我虽然心痒痒的，但最后还是拒绝了，

妈妈工作辛苦那么多年了，

好不容易有那么一点点的钱,

可以比较奢侈的花，

我们这些不必工作也有钱花的叉烧们，

怎能可以剥夺她那小小的享受。

不过妈妈却讲了一些超感动兼肉麻的话，

“我也很sayang你们吗，

也想买好东西给你们用，

给你们享受。。”

*感动*

老妈，您辛苦了，

我过得很好，

真的很好，

不用操心，

知足常乐，

你们健健康康，平平安安，

我就心满意足了。

人生如此，夫复何求？

*生活中最大的幸福就是，坚信有人爱着我们*

review 2010

i guess this is not a suitable time for me to blog...

i have cwu, presentation, mini CEx (no, not mini sex) and lotsa learning issues for 2mr's pbl,

rarrr~~

i guess it's my OCD again,

that i MUST write something about my 2010.

okay, here we go then...

generally, 2010 was kinda different from my previous years in uni.

comparatively, i'm not that maniacally involved in activities anymore,

i guess eamsc and pac run were the only two for me...

organising eamsc was one the best moments i have in uni

while pac was my worst nightmare of all...

i can still remember the nightmare & panic attacks i had before pac,

("...eh...is this the run?? why no people at all??? aaaaaaaaaaaaa~~)

while chinese class was sort of like a part-time hobby of mine...haha

hmm, the best part about 2010???

==> TRAVELing!!!

though mostly were cuti2 m'sia, it's really good enough for me^^

sabah was awesome, i missed the sunsets there

cameron was chilling, i missed the cherry tomatoes & strawberries there

penang was never boring, i missed my home and the beaches there

(nah~ i was just tour-guiding for the 'N' times...=.=lll)

london was lovely, i missed the autumn there

muar was crazy, i missed the asam fish, otak2 and laughters there

malacca was yummy, i missed the cendol & satay celup there

trolak was confusing, i missed the fun and english there

anyway,

2010 was a rather personal year for me,

in which i can FINALLY settle down,

and spend more time on myself...

thinking of what i've done in the past,

and what i truly wanna be in the future...

it wasn't a continuous thinking process,

rather it was an accumulation of observations, happenings and reflections...

besides that, i had successfully rehabilitated myself from a very nasty addiction of mine...haha

nah~ i'm not gonna tell that here...

so, overall,

it's a wonderful year after all.

~new year~

yea~

那种熟悉的感觉又回来了，

好怀念哦~

辛苦工作了一整天后，

心满意足的回头望，

再忙里偷闲...

用这种感觉来开始新的一年，

真是太棒了!!!

又回到了那痛痛的感觉，

痛痛的状况，

反而更有斗志！

命苦的人，

没有悲伤的权利.

(*犯贱*) 瞎~

new year,

new game,

new resolution,

no matter who you are in the past,

don't ever look back,

it's 'to be' that matters....

so,

live strong, play hard!!!

receive a forward message from a friend during new year eve;

"life's short,

break the rules,

forgive & forget quickly,

love & kiss truly,

laugh uncontrollably &

never regret anything that made u smile"

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

(ps: it's my OCD again, new year =>> a 'must-blog-moment')