sharings: i'm sorry..that..i love you...

I'm sorry...
If you read this, and don't even care...

But most of all...

I'm sorry...
For not being sorry anymore...

I'm sorry...
That you can't accept me for who I am...

I'm sorry...
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good enough to make it in your world...

I'm sorry...
I have priorities and don't have much time to go out...

I'm Sorry...
That when I've had a long day, all I want to do is to feel comfortable with you...

I'm Sorry...
That i fall fast when I know what my heart feels...

I'm sorry...
That I run away when i don't know what to do...

I'm sorry...
That I'm tired of fighting, and that I don't want to be hurt anymore...

I'm sorry...
That i'm tired of searching to be accepted and that there's nothing else I can do...

I'm sorry...
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it...

I'm Sorry...
That I cared...

And last...

I'm sorry...
that I wasn't what you were looking for...

I'm sorry...
that I couldn't give you what you thought you deserved...

I'm sorry,
that I still can't help thinking of you even you no longer belongs to me...

I'm sorry
that you broke my heart...

I'm sorry...
that I gave you the chance to break my heart again...

But mostly...
I'm sorry that I don't hate you...
Because you know damn well that I should.

saw this beautiful love poem in my last few days here,
kinda sad i think, but can't help loving it...
AGAIN...my question...
why is love so damm hard??