have u ever been left out???
do you know how does it feels???
betrayed?? anger??
depressed??
sense of belonging??
abandoned??
while for me years ago,
i would rather say...
'depend who's the one that left me out lorr...'
it's really nothing to be mind of ...
and sometimes i did left out other people as well...
(ps: sorry dear twins, i sincerely apologise for lefting you out during our project last time...
i'm sorry....)
nonetheless...
after the post-trauma syndrome...
that's the feeling that i hated most...
it reminds me of being abandoned again....
i tried...
to calm myself...
to say it's a norm...
to remind myself that they are not the same person...
but still...
am i such an insignificant person to u???
to be left out again and again...
again and again...
as such when...
someday, somehow i have disappeared...
no one will know...
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