end posting again.

1st + 2nd week:

bph research discussion report

preparation for ssm presentation in the department

applying and planning for trauma conference

slowing gaining courage and confidence to speak with psychiatry patients

3rd week:

preparation for london trip

looking for potential cwu

career session + report

4th week:

trauma conference

5th week:

community project~ (yay~ they're really cute~)

muar~ makan sambil belajar

cwu cwu cwu~ (draft)

6th week:

visit visit visit~

hbuk and hkl

run run run~

7th week:

cwu cwu cwu AGAIN~ (final edition~ phew~)

long case~ T.T

go home~ home sweet home~

FAMILY REUNION!!!!

8th week:

study sambil lepak~

MALACCA~~

this is basically how i go through my psy posting.

i had a really super busy posting,

doing lotsa other stuffs instead of psy...

by the end of this posting,

my conclusion is:

i have a super nice and awesome supervisor,

who made me understood about the real basics of psy,

nice group-mates,

which we have lotsa fun together,

but my brain still empty empty...T.T

DSM criteria are like stilnox to me,

which i can fall asleep within 5mins reading it,

can anyone please tell me any good solutions for it??

anyway, i felt strongly about this idea again,

medicine is always an art of apprenticeship,

great teachers inspire their students.

and this is how my supervisor guided me through this posting.

though i'm still not good in the knowledge of psychiatry,

at least i truly knew what psychiatry illnesses are,

and understand their patients.

understanding leads to acceptance.

i think this is my biggest lesson learnt afterall.

=凡人杂想=

依稀记得, 你曾对我说过:

我们的爱, 不要有执著...

当爱有了执著,

就只剩下痛苦.

我怎么忘了呢?

nice sharing: 一生只有兩天

一生只有兩天：「第一天」和「最後一天」。

就先從賈伯斯追女朋友講起囉！賈伯斯是誰？他是蘋果公司的創辦人，是世界第一部個人電腦的發明人之一，也就是出產iPhone公司的老闆。話說1985年，賈伯斯被自己創立的蘋果公司掃地出門！可以想像當時的打擊有多大，但是賈伯斯只鬱卒了一下子，很快他就振作起來了。有一天他在一所大學演講，「她」坐在聽眾席聆聽，賈伯斯被剎到了。

活動一結束，賈伯斯就去跟「她」聊天，拿到了電話號碼。原本想開口約「她」當天晚上一起吃晚餐，可是又正好有個會議要開，只好把快要說出口的話，吞了回去。

當賈伯斯準備去開車離開時，他問了自己一個「老問題」，這是他每天早上面對鏡子問自己的一個問題-「如果今天是我這輩子的最後一天，我今天要做些什麼？」......答案出來了，賈伯斯馬上跑回去演講廳找「她」，約去共進晚餐。這位「她」-LaurenePowell寶兒-現在就是賈伯斯的老婆。

引述賈伯斯的一段話：「提醒自己快死了，是我在人生中面臨重大決定時，所用過最重要的方法。因為幾乎每件事－所有外界期望、所有的名聲、所有對困窘或失敗的恐懼－在面對死亡時，都消失了，只有最真實重要的東西才會留下。」

賈伯斯又補充說：「提醒自己快死了，是我所知避免掉入畏懼失去的陷阱裡最好的方法。人生不帶來、死不帶去，沒理由不能順心而為。」我們也靜下心來，問自己「最後一天」這個問題- 「如果今天是我這輩子的最後一天，我今天要做些什麼？」

「第一天」又是什麼呢？-當「第一天」入大學讀書，我們對學校、課本、同學充滿好奇心-當「第一天」進公司上班，我們謙虛，願意學習，有衝勁-當「第一天」約會，我們小鹿亂撞，珍惜相處的每一刻-當「第一天」晉升職等，新官上任三把火，有滿腹雄心壯志，要有所作為回想我們做任何事的「第一天」，都是我們最有活力的一天。時光不能倒流，但態度可以回轉。

click here for his wonderful speech

random wed

it's a beautiful wed,

cause it's a public holiday~

yay~

lame...

it's quite a gloomy day actually,

crisp cool,

and drizzling occasionally.

clicking aimlessly on fb,

i saw this album,

it's really nice,

so, i shared it here with everyone,

hope it'll cheer up everyone's gloomy day moody emo...

~人生的選擇 人生有三態～【悲觀、樂觀與達觀。】

悲觀的人說：人生像一杯苦酒，清濁均苦澀。
樂觀的人說：人生像一杯美酒，點滴皆芬芳。
達觀的人說：人生像一杯清泉，冷暖都清涼。

悲觀的人見到人生的生老病死；
樂觀的人見到人生的甘甜喜樂；
達觀的人見到人生的春夏秋冬。

悲觀的人埋怨風向
樂觀的人等待風向；
達觀的人調整風帆。

悲觀的人用加法生活，平添勞苦；
樂觀的人用減法生活，減少憂傷；
達觀的人用除法生活，分享喜樂。

與大家共勉之~(歡迎"分享"，感恩合十)

adapted from 靜思語~

just another week.

it seems like becoming a routine of mine,

for updating my blog at least once a week.

that's good right??

keeping everything on track.

nah~ i'm not that rajin la~

just waiting for my pics to be uploaded in fb~

haha~ gotcha~

=.=lll....

okay, back to this week.

routine med student aka. nerd life,

done cwu => a big yay!!!

visit to hosp. besar UK => not that UK again lar~ it's Ulu Kinta aka. so-called tanjung rambutan.

visit to hkl methadone clinic => place where druggies get sthg else instead of the REAL stuff.

basically, having fun here n there,

hot juicy gossips,

sleep,

gossips AGAN,

and sleep AGAIN...

weekends were much more fulfilling then,
for sat,

i attended a cardio-teach-in-session by college of physicians,

with bunch of ji-muis~

it was kinda interesting, but i dozed off occasionally.

(wonder when baru can i get rid of this habit??....zZzZzZzz...)

2 outcomes from it:

1.) freezing cold air-con => frozen brain => dozed off

2.) i really need to read my ECG made easy!!! becoz it's NOT EASY at all!!!

for sunday,

~ let's get physical~ physical~

haha~

went to bangi for a charity run.

by amsa health fiesta.

it's a good experience actually,

coz i NEVER really complete a run PROPERLY before,

(ps: one of my precious embarrass moment, came back by bus~ don't laugh!! blek!)

and i found an useful tips,

SET A TARGET!!!

GET A COMPETITOR!!!

and GO FOR IT!!!!

NAIL IT!!!

big group photo!!! bunch of mandarin oranges.

the uncle on the truck: ape budak semua ini buat...?!

completed run!! yay!!!

okay, that's all for it.

stop crapping.

tutttttttttttttttt.....

of traveling and food!!

lots of stuff going on between this and my previous post,

i went to london for Trauma Conference in Imperial College last week,

i went to muar yesterday,

i neglect my psy for the past 2 weeks, (haha, kill me~)

i got my exam result slip,

and now....

finally, i can settle down...

speaking of Trauma Conference,

it's really an awesome experiences,

we applied for it 1 month before the conference,

and our application got approved 1 week before the conference,

all the prep work was done within 1 week,

everything was so packed,

i was busy like hell for that week,

however, it really paid off ....

the best part of the conference was those practical workshops,

where we get to learn stuffs like insertion of chest tube, intubation, cricothyroidectomy, etc...

my 1st cricothyroidectomy

and i'm the slowest...^^"

unlike eamsc and amsc,

this conference was completely academic-based.

(actually they have social events as well, but we ponteng it~ haha~)

sight-seeing was fun,

london is indeed a very beautiful city,

with lots of amazing artistic buildings, statues, parks...

the sceneries were simply breath-taking...

green green grass and witted maple leaves = awesome!!!^^

the red telephone booth!!!

posing like victoria??!! lolz~~

st. james park~ lovely autumn~

museums are awesome too,

too bad i don't have the privilege to spent more time on them...

(ps: i saw real mummies~ and dinosaurs too!!! dead of course~^^")

though accidents happened here and there,

but overall it was an awesome trip.

hope i can tour the whole europe next time,

weeeeee~~

1 day after i came back,

with my biological clock still jet-lag-ing,

spontaneously, i went to muar....

with a bunch of S.A.D. penang siao-kia-s,

(*S.A.D. = single, available, desperate /

sexually, aggressive, desperate, coz single is not applicable on one of us)

my nanny~ we stayed at his place~ 1 of the tourist spot too^^

after ruining his place, he brought out the parang~~ haha

the whole trip was full of craziness, fao-kua-ness, sarcasms, juicy gossips and lotsa lotsa fun!!!!

pi-gui-pi-guai on the road^^

at gunung ledang, we polluted their waterfalls with chemicals, hairs and nasal discharge~

we ate and ate and ate...non-stop.

yay~ my favourite food!! we finished 40 in 10mins^^

laugh and laugh and laugh....non-stop as well.

well, the best part of the trip was all of us are very close friends,

sporting, crazy and spontaneous...

so i guess u can imagine how was the trip throughout....

ai-yan beside the road

fao-kua in the 'palace'~

ai-yan AGAIN~ by a gigantic durian~

(ps: even dwee wee got infected too!!!)

i enjoyed the trip very much,

despite it was just a 2-day trip,

hope all of us can embark on another cuti2 m'sia trip again...

so, that's all for now i think..

gonna work hard for the next few coming weeks,

(ps: got my worse exam results ever...)

so, fingers crossed,

wish me luck^^

(ps: slap me if u see me slacking again^^'')