hapy new year!!!

huhu^^ happy new year everyone!!!

2010 has finally arrived!!

really like this holiday seasons^^

phew~ finally can give myself a break^^

eat and sleep, sleep and eat...

eat to live, live to eat^^

wakakaka~

btw, speaking of a new year,

routinely,

there must be a reflection of the previous year,

and then comes out with a new year resolution....

emm, let me see,

my 2009,

a big challenge

and also a big step for me,

from pre-clinical life in plaza rah,

to clinical life in hukm....

broaden my view, changed my perspectives,

so lucky to get to know all my wonderful teachers and doctors,

who i admired and adored so much,

they really inspired me,

to become a great doctor like them 1 day in the future,

phew~ ease up a bit,

people tends to get serious easily as they grow older,

hahaha~

okay, decided to give a perfect ending for my 2009,

风风雨雨。。。

恩怨情仇。。。

眨眼间，

沧海一笑，风吹云散。。。

拿得起，就得放得下，潇洒点。。。

人，有一种勇气，叫做。。原谅。

新的一年，新的开始，新的希望。。。

如往年般，总会有没完没了的新目标。。

不过，最重要的是。。

坚定着信念，继续上路。。。

加油!!!^^

opps! got serious again.....>.<

〈灰色圣诞〉

狂欢，是一群人在寂寞，

寂寞，是一个人在狂欢。

it's already towards the end of 2009,

1 step further to a quarter of my life,

people changed,

things have changed,

and i have changed too...

lots of changes occurred,

without us being aware about them,

and when someday,

when we noticed them,

we will just amazed that

"what have happen all these days..."

the day before surgery starts

2mr...

emm... nop, it's 2day,

cause it has already passed midnight,

my new posting starts again...

kinda nervous like always....>.<

1 week ago,

i was still kinda reluctant to leave o&g and enter surgery,

but life is memang like that,

time goes on no matter u like it or not,

and it's not like we got the chance to choose,

we cannot change the situation,

but we can change our mindset and 心态...

be positive, be open to accept all the new things,

like an empty cup, waiting to be filled full again....

i felt very happy and enriching / 充实 for my o&g posting

because i had work so damm hard for it,

and i started to feel that hard work is enjoying...

pray hard again...that...

i will have a wonderful teacher who willing to share his/her knowledge and wisdom,

just like what my o&g prof did...

pray hard again....that....

i will work as hard as my o&g,

and play harder at the same time....

live life with no regrets...

把握今天....^^

回家路上

随着学期的结束，假期也来咯，

回家路上，

一整天的疲惫，

加上昨夜被超级会飞的小强折腾了一个晚上，

眼疲犹如千斤重般，一直不听使唤的掉下来，

朦朦胧胧中，看着顶上的窗口，

怎么那么脏，白白色的一点一点？

不过，始终抵挡不住周公的魅力，

迷迷糊糊的，会周公去了。。。

两个小时后，迷迷糊糊的又醒了过来，

窗口还是一样的脏， 仔细一看，

原来不是什么污点，而是满天的星星。。。

一时间，惊讶的说不出话来。。

好漂亮哦，

美的太不可思议了。。。

当天空暗到不行时，星星就会出现了。。。

在繁忙的城市生活了好几年了，

抬头看，只有街灯或是高楼大厦，

好久好久,没看见星星了...

last week in o&g

"if u know what you're studying now,

is going to help u to save someone's life one day,

then the knowledge should stick in your mind forever until you step into your graves...."

......a quote from my boss^^

"if u really wana help,

if u really wana become a good doc or even just a simple good person,

u must sincerely care for the others,

to cure, sometimes...

to comfort, always..."

"don't become a SELF-CENTERED bastard

who is incapable to care for the others..."

...... anonymous^^

lots of wisdoms gathered from this posting^^

everyday, every moment,

is an opportunity for u to be happy~~

The Physician's Oath

At the time of being admitted as a member of the medical profession:

• I solemnly pledge myself to consecrate my life to the service of humanity;
• I will give to my teachers the respect and gratitude which is their due;
• I will practise my profession with conscience and dignity; the health of my patient will be my first consideration;
• I will maintain by all the means in my power, the honour and the noble traditions of the medical profession; my colleagues will be my brothers;
• I will not permit considerations of religion, nationality, race, party politics or social standing to intervene between my duty and my patient;
• I will maintain the utmost respect for human life from the time of conception, even under threat, I will not use my medical knowledge contrary to the laws of humanity;
• I make these promises solemnly, freely and upon my honour.

feel so touched when i read this at the first time

got a lecture from prof Har last week,

and it was really inspiring,

lots of things happened in this posting,

from 'semangat berkobar-kobar' at the beginning,

until now,

log books, labour room oncalls, ward-rounds covering beds,

all these had make me tired, grumpy and whining all the time....

bermuka masam everyday,

精打细算，斤斤计较。。

真的太累了，累得忘记了我初衷。。。

回头看，我已渐渐的偏离了我最初的意愿，

" to become a doctor, you have to serve, not to be served by the others...."

...prof har

well said prof, thanks for reminding us that...

无论遇到什么，都不要忘了，

为什么当初会选择这条路的原因。。。

〈〈欢喜承受，欢喜成长〉〉

the daffodil theory of happiness

There is no better time than right now to be happy

\^^/

Happiness is a journey, not a destination.

so work like you don't need money,

love like you've never been hurt,

and,

dance like no one's watching....

1 step at a time,

you can forever changed the world you're living now,

1 day at a time,

you can create something of

extraordinary magnificence, beauty and inspiration.

cheers everyone,

cherish every moment in your life,

as you never know what will happen 2mr....

lives as if there is no 2mr,

lives with no regrets...

无聊篇。。

世界十大死因包括心脏病，高血压，糖尿病。。

但不包括用功读书，所以。。

piak!!! 不要再偷懒了！！！

奋斗吧！！！

take care

◎我不可憐

6月17日早上，醒來。
我的左半身，沒跟來。
我很恐懼很驚慌，滾下床爬到房門呼喊。
媽媽把門打開。
我看見她被驚嚇的，神態。
把爸爸叫來，依然喚不起失去知覺的左半身。
我緊張得，嚇呆。害怕得，淚落下來。
病床上我聽見媽媽不斷在跟我說：不要怕，媽媽在。
爸爸不斷對著護士呼喊：醫生怎麼還沒來。
好友小越第一個趕來。拍拍我的肩膀要我振作起來。
女友握著我的手深怕我離開。我安慰她說：至少還有一半會留下來。
醫生說我：右腦血管阻塞，媽媽說：不要怕，會痊癒起來。
躺了醫院一個多禮拜，父母，女友沒離開朋友不分晝夜天天都陸續來。要我早日康復起來。
我告訴醫生：我可以自己站起來。
醫生說：過2天可以回家，物理治療要記起來。你還年輕，恢復得肯定快！
我用枴杖吃力的走進家門，看著被灰塵覆蓋的車，心好疼。
轉過身看見爸爸吃力的扶著我。將來定要，加倍感恩。
來不及邁向廁所的大門，屎糞落下，屁股還沒到馬桶。
躺在床上，翻身左手沒帶過來。右手癢卻不能自扒，無奈。
覺得自己活得很窩囊。沖涼大小便都要喊媽媽來。
定時讓姑丈推拿了幾個月，我的手腳慢慢回來。
公司說：加油！我們等你回來。
如今，沖涼大小便自己來。注重健康積極運動，要把失去的都要回來。
手癢用不求人抓，人生有很多希望，我不再無奈。
相信在不久的時間，健全的身體會再回來。能再次用雙手舞動電腦鍵盤敲出句句精彩。
3個月很快過去，時間沒因為我停留下來。
我有很努力再快快恢復起來，時間等我。
重生的我不要再像以往，我要活出最健康的精彩。
其實我覺得老天爺對我算不錯，我搞壞了他賜予我的驅體。
祂沒有把我的生命取走，還讓我有個重生的機會。
重生這段期間，我得到了對我不離不棄的家人、女友、朋友、同事、僱主和上司。
以及好多健康的知識。不要覺得我可憐，我不是永遠殘疾的人士。我比你還幸福得很。

中風，是我重生的機會。

from a 23 y/0 stroke patient

recently i'm having a bad health, bad fever, flu, sorethroat, headache blah blah blah...

and i saw this post from the local newspaper....

health is indeed invaluable...

so, take care everyone....

ms syndrome

aka. medical student syndrome

chief complain:

a constellation of non-related complains ranging from mild cold till life-threatening neurological symptoms....

involving all the 7 main systems of the body.....

ps: basically will complain of whatever bermacam2 disease that they are currently studying...

and will keep on changing according to the rate of study and their current posting

but the last sentence will usually be: i think i'm dying soon....

symptoms:

usually corresponds to the current disease that they are studying...

end with: feel like dying soon....

also frequently changed according to the rate of study and their current posting...

signs:

also correspond to the signs of the current disease that they are studying...

the ending is still the same: signs of impending death....

still...frequently changed according to the rate of study and current posting....

so, after crap-ping for so long...

being a typical medical student,

i also can't be escaped from this highly infectious occupational disease,

here go my list:

i was suspected to have:

1. bipolar - due to frequent episodes of maniac, hypomaniac and depression attacks....liak-kong~

2. some sort of brain tumors - due to an attack of syncope^^ i'm PARANOID by the way...

3. hyperthyroidism - tremors, heat intolerance, high cold tolerance...FEVER!!!

4. dengue - fever AGAIN...somemore staying in a highly 'endemic' area....

5. obsessive compulsive disorder - my feet, my hair, hand-washing....haiz....

6. chronic fatigue syndrome - asyik tired saja, sikit2 pun dah SOB (shortness of breath)

7. narcolepsy- sleep and sleepy and sleep again, but still sleepy....

8. o&g induced hypertension and heart failure - "jokers, i will fail u all, nonsense...."

so, the list goes on, and i'm having nacrolepsy attack...niteZ....

stupid emo again...

i tried and failed,

i failed and yet kept trying,

maybe it's time to let go,

it will be better if i still have some sweet memories left....

as time goes by,

i will forget about you,

don't talk to me,

nor smile to me,

don't walk with me,

nor comfort me,

we are just like any strangers now,

time is the best medicine after all....

my 1st week in o&g

as what i have mentioned in my previous blog, i have entered the posting which has the highest failure rate in a med school --- o&g...

as i completed the 1st week of my posting there, a mixture of feelings and thoughts came across my mind....

so, i listed down some of them here...

1. first of all, a big salute to all the mums in the world, especially the one that gave birth to me 22 years ago, for the hours of torturing and all those dahsyat things that can occur in the process of delivery. mummy, u're the best!!! i never think i would put myself in such situation for anyone in this world and yet, mum has gone through all these bloody, gross and damm painful process for the three of us~~ mummy, love you lots and lots!!!^^

2. i came across to the same questions that kept bothering me during my 1st year in med school, which is "is med school really a wise choice for me??"" will i become a good, safe and competent doctor 5 years later???", "am i able to stitch up the torn vagina calmly with the blood kept oozing out and the mother kept moaning in pain at the same time???" " am i able to handle a situation when both mother and her child are in great danger during a difficult delivery???"

3. i met a patient who has to separated with her newborn baby very soon after delivery. she has suffered so much for her child during the delivery and yet due to lots and lots of unreasonable reasons, she have to gave up her child to someone else.... sometimes, life isn't fair, some mistakes are meant not to be done even at the first time, though there will always be options and ways to solved the mistakes but all the options will never be easy....

4. though it is damm tired, stress and busy in this posting, nonetheless, it's a posting where all the emotions and feelings come in...i'm at one of the most important point of a mother's life, where she need to go through so much pain and danger to give birth to someone she will love the most in the rest of her life...

0&g, it's all about the circle of life and the beginning of a new chapter of a woman's life...

Tarrot's

現狀: 月亮

你的心一直懸著，在一段曖昧不明的關係中起起伏伏，沒有安全感卻又很渴望，你的生活步調，已經受到很大的影響。

問題: 皇帝
可能因為你太過於獨立，習慣自己掌握主導權，如果有人對你示好，你通常是反應遲鈍的，有時趕跑了一些人還渾然不覺。

建議: 命運之輪
多出國、或至少到外縣市走走，你適合跟你一樣熱愛生命跟探險的人，不適合佔有慾過強，或是太居家的生活。

the above is the results of my tarrot's card, chun bo???

the day before o&g...

2mr is the beginning of my o&g posting...

the so-called orang garang or orang ganas posting...

kinda nervous, panic, anxious now,

since so many peoples have failed it during the previous batch,

but ironically at the same time,

i'm kinda high, excited, and can't wait for what will happen 2mr.....

pray hard....

hopefully i'm ready to accept this challenge,

hopefully i can have a great teacher/doctor that willing to teach me everything he/she know,

hopefully i can have the determination, interest and the persistent to study it,

and last but not least,

hopefully i can learn as much as i can in these 2 coming months....

everything begins from today,

remember my 修行，藉境炼心。。。

add oil yea~~ ^^

sem break

it is kinda weird that previously i will only conteng my blog during holiday,
but now, i totally not in the mood to write anything during my totally super free + eng sem break...

overall, lots of things happened,

in summary: eat and eat and eat....

mum-cooked-spaghetti, steamboat, sushi-king, lots of mcd, ABC, mooncakess, my favourite home-made-ice-blended-fruit-juices, hokkien-mee, char-koay-teow, wantan-mee, koay-teow-ting, char-bee-hoon....

wakakaka~
basically, that is what a non-productive holiday meant for...

and also, i got my results for this sem,
god bless~
i have passed it^^
i thought i will sure kantoi this time...
can't imagine how grateful i am...

phew~
again, like everytime during the beginning of a new sem,
i will set lots of targets for myself,

nevertheless....
looking back,
lots of them are yet to be achieved...

so, i think i will just skip this part for this sem,
(but basically they are still the same as what i have written during my previous sem)

hopefully.
this time...
i will have the determination/ yuan li to achieved them...

the road ahead will not be easy,
so add oil o girl!!!

mentioned here again my favourite quote:

yesterday is a history,
tomorrow is a mystery,
but today,
is a gift,
that's why we call it "present"...

<<魔力>>

夜深人静，睡不着...

想起首歌。。

这首歌是酱的....

有一首歌，要送给你...

听好...一，二，三...

i have you to be with

everything will be easy

晒的阳光 淋的雨滴 都值得回忆

i have you to be with

懂心不够近才怕距离

心电感应 绝不断讯 会如影随形

曾灰心以为 我来错了世界

太多想法很另类 找不到人了解

当我说的感觉 牵动着你的脸

互动的泪 让我们变得特别

你是我的魔力 想要勇敢就想你

一眨眼睛 把不如意 都变成流星

你是我的魔力 心情不好我就想你

删除忧郁 复制甜蜜 笑容不结冰

幸福是间电影院 没有单人的座位

要肩并肩 才能看好戏上演

we wana say

thank you thank you thank you...

这首歌，承载了我人生中，最美丽的回忆。。。

朋友们，你们现在过得还好吗？？

真的真的，好想念你们哦~

但愿这份感动，将永远永远的持续下去。。

白衣黑裙的日子。。

our hotspot....steamboat buffet^^ 2007*

still can't figure out why chiemin's hair grow so fast de??

still lack of some pictures, especially my f5 friends, they are equally precious to me, but due to the technology limits at that time, where we still use films rather than digital camera, i din't have them in my laptop, so, paise lorr...especially...

~my dear twin weewee~ queen of 'dian-yue'

~wanying~ the hiao po~~ wakaka...

....miss u guys o~

personality test...AGAIN & again..^^

你聰明, 有趣, 不愛轉彎抹角, 但個性複雜, 勤力而固執, 討人歡喜卻又喜怒無 常, 很早戀愛卻晚婚. 你個性獨立, 創新, 常希望站在眾人之上, 甚為霸道, 不 肖持相反意見的人, 且有仇必報. 無論在任何環境從事任何範疇都能顯出你的適 應力, 無往而不利, 但切記: 樹大招風, 更需留意會被勤力如牛的人趕上打天才 球的你.

haha, kinda accurate for me i think....^^

忙里偷闲的发呆

考完两张 theory paper, 心情才稍微松懈了下来，

紧绷的神精线，不再像个解不开的死结，揪成一团，乱糟糟的。。。

今天打开我的blog时，很顺手的把language bar的eng改成了中文。。。

才发现自己已经很习惯了用中文来抒写自己的心情。。。

哈哈，好事一桩嘛~~

回想起以前的我，中四中五时，

写华语作文时，就像要上战场般，战战兢兢的，

每写完一个句子，都得重看一遍，

看看是否句子通顺，文法没错，再继续想下一句要怎么写。。

要命噢~~ 哈哈。。

现在在自己的blog里涂鸦，

爱怎么写，就怎么写。。

什么句子文法修辞。。通通一概不管我的事。。

写得高兴，看得明白，看了爽，就行了。。

华语老师，我当时的 ‘文学创作’ 的 “头号粉丝” 也不会突然出现，

在这里画个红色的大圈圈，再那里一个红色大问号。。。

哈哈哈。。

天啊，我真的是太无聊了。。

看来我今天是没什么心情读书了。。

继续发呆吧。。。加油哦！！

一定要保佑你~

我愿意，

用十年的寿命来交换。。。

只要你永远都。。

平平安安的。。。

健健康康的。。

对不起，是我任性了。。

感恩万分。。

因为我生命中有你。。。

潇洒放下。。

潇洒的。。

放下，

把你放下，

把一切都放下。。

我自己，

也得到了解脱。。。

人生真的，

很苦短。。。

何必要一直用执著。。

来折磨自己呢？？

美好的日子

有山有水，蓝天白云的日子，

热烘烘的太阳

绿油由，一望无际的稻田。。。

习习的凉风。。。

悠闲哎哉的心情。。。

终于就快要告一段落了。。。

从一开始的心不甘，情不愿，

演变成现在的依依不舍。。。

海鲜大餐，虾饼，keropok, 板面，虾姑，

肉骨茶，火炭面，鲨鱼粥

field postings, hospital, pkd, kk,

大便池，厕所，马桶，垃圾桶,

自来水，学校，食堂，水沟，

fogging, 抓jentik-jentik,

surveys, reports, presentations....

tanjong karang, pasir penambang,

kuala selangor, sekinchan (适耕庄)，

中秋晚会，

kayak,

kelip-kelip....

buka puasa...

心里承载着满满美好的回忆，

深深的烙印在脑海里。。。

朋友们，

但愿人长久，千里共婵娟。。。

蓝天白云。。绿油油的稻田。。适耕庄。。

大吃一餐。。饱呼呼的肚子。。

板面。。一级棒！！

给阿芳吃到绝种的超级大虾姑。。。

清凉椰水。。

美得暴毙的黄昏。。

提灯笼。。出游咯！！skuad hadap depan langgar kereta...

汤圆，圆又圆。。一家团圆。。

中秋，月饼排排站？？

美美的灯笼。。灯灯灯灯。。。

突然觉得自己很帅。。。

kayak-精英部队^^ 看牛大便去。。。

去喂蚊子。。啊，不不不，是看萤火虫。。。

给我‘蹂躏’了两个月的‘龟’房。。。

上课时。。。zZzZzZ。。。

nice sharings for an uni life^^

1.进入大学，你的所有过去对于他们来说是一张白纸，这是你最好的重新塑造自己形象的时候。

2.大学可能有真实的爱情，但只是可能。很多时候他们是因为别人都谈恋爱而羡慕或者别的原因而在一起。

3.你在大学有很多意外用钱的地方。为了你的家人和你自己的前途，永远别乱花钱。

4.你大学的朋友很可能就是你将来事业的一部分。他们会帮助你。但是你也应该让自己有能够帮助他们的实力，所以，你要努力。

5.很多事情当你再回忆时会发现其实没什么。所以，不管你当时多么生气愤怒或者别的，都告诉自己不必这样。

6.学习，永远不要忘记。如果你学习失败了，你就什么也不是，当然，也不排除意外，但问题是，你会是那个意外吗？
8.好好利用在公共场合说话的机会，展示或者锻炼。

9.别为你自己和别人下定论，这非常重要。你所看到听到的可能只是一面。

10.如果你发现很久了你一直是一个人去食堂吃饭或者去上自习，别在意，大学里一个人是正常的。

11..很多事情别人通知你了，要说谢谢，没有通知你，不要责怪，因为那些事情你其实应该自己弄清楚。

13.尊严是最重要的，但在大学里，要懂得利用这个空间锻炼自己，让自己的尊严有足够大的承受力。除了你自己，没人会为你保留它。社会是一个最喜欢打碎人的尊严的地方。

15.你有足够的理由佩服每天早起的人，不信的话，你去做，做到后会发现有很多人在佩服你呢。

16.经常给家里打个电话。

17.你可以有喝醉的时候，但是你要明白和真正的朋友一醉才能让伤心事休，否则，你只会是别人的谈资和笑柄。

18.如果你三/四年内很少去图书馆的话，你就等于自己浪费了一大笔的财富。

19.不论男人还是女人，如果在大学里还把容貌当做重要的东西而过分重视的话，可能不会吃亏，但是早晚会吃亏。

20..新学期如果你接新生的话，当被问到学校怎么样之类的问题时，你要记住你不但是这个学校的一分子，你更要给学弟学妹带来信心，你走过大一，你应该知道那时候对学长的信任多深。

21.别迷恋网络游戏。千万别。永远别。

22.“我爱你”。别对很多人说这句话，在大学里，希望你只对一个人说，这是尊重你爱的人，更是尊重你自己的感情。

23.在大学里，你有足够的空间承受失败和打击，因此，你真的应该找找自信和自傲的区别，可以用一辈子的。

24.如果你的个性让很多人对你敬而远之，那么你的个性是失败的，个性的成功在于能吸引，而不是能排斥。

25.如果把上课不睡觉当做一种锻炼并且你做到了，那么，你将会很强。

27.别怕丢人，那是一种成功的尝试，不要笑话那些上台丢人的人。

28.从绝望中寻找希望，人生终将辉煌。

30.你的确要学会有心计，但是永远记住，要胜利的唯一的方法永远只是:实力。

31.面对不公平的东西，不要抱怨，你不如去努力奋斗，争取你自己最合适的公平。

32.人生百态，不要对新的看不惯的东西生气，无所谓的，比如说恋人同居问题，这和我们很多人无关。

33.记住:为自己设定一个远大的人生目标，并终生为之奋斗。

34..在大学里就开始训练自己的冷静力，这是一种能力，有大事时，能安静并能快速想出办法的人，很厉害。

35.大学的竞争范围是所有的大学生，所以，你知道是否敢放松学习。

36.大了，成熟了，稳重了，但是这和激情不矛盾，一种对工作和学习的冲击力及持久力会让你有特殊的魅力。

37.记住，即便你是学生会主席，如果你的四级没过，没有毕业证，仍然不会有单位想要你。单位需要的是工作的人而不是当官的人。

40.英语一定要学好。

41.你可以看不惯一些东西，但是你应该学会接受，如果你没法改变那一切的话。

42.对陌生人，或者把对方当做一张白纸，或者把对方当做你的朋友，总之别当做敌人，即使你听到再多的关于他(她)的不好的传闻。

43.爱你的人，不管你接不接受，你都应该感谢对方。

44.每个星期一定要抽时间出来锻炼身体的。好处多多。

45.如果有人嫉妒你，你可以把他从竞争者之列删除了。怀嫉妒之心者，难成大事。

46..别去争论，人不可能赢得争论，可以说，争论所提及的话题都是不值得去争论的。

47.成功的方法多种多样，别不接受你看不惯的方法。

48.男人，你长得可以不帅，但你这个人必须帅，而且，那才是真正的帅。(当然，女人也是同样的道理)所以，不必在穿着打扮上花太多心思。

49.别以为在学生会你能得到你曾经想要的。工作的热情很可能因为你所看到的所经历的一些事而改变。

50.文或武，你总要有一样。样样通样样松都是禁忌。样样通几样更通方是境界。

51.还能冲动，表明你还对生活有激情，总是冲动，表明你还不懂生活。

52.如果你不能拥有，那么告诉自己别忘记——如果你能承受那伤痛的话。

56.要有精英意识，考虑一下，大学的人了，迷恋武侠和言情，已经没有任何意义。

57.莫过于耿直，莫过于圆滑。外圆内方是一种视野，视野决定着境界。

59.永远别渴望做个谁都不得罪的人，在反对和支持声中自己做出决定才精彩。

60.要有魄力，即使是失败，也不要让自己的人生平庸。

61.喜欢一个人，就勇敢地告诉他或者她。大学是学习的地方，但是我理解爱情的力量。

62.应该相信一句话:没有不可能的事情！只要去做。现在我们是学生，十年后呢？

63.不要总想是否能成功，既然选择，便当风雨兼程。

64.后悔，它是一种耗费精神的情绪，后悔是比损失更大的损失，比错误更大的错误。所以不要后悔。

65.我们确实活得艰难，要承受种种外部的压力，更要面对自己内心的困惑。在苦苦挣扎中，如果有人向你投以理解的目光，你会感到一种生命的暖意，或许仅有短暂的一瞥，便足以使我感奋不已。

66.每个人都有潜在的能量，只是很容易被习惯所掩盖，被时间所迷离，被惰性所消磨。

67..相信时间的力量，可以冲淡很多东西。

68.记住:目光要深远。你的目光看多远你就能走多远。

69.人生有很多次如果，但是，没有一次“但是”。

70.永远不要瞧不起大学里的贫困生。

72.越大，我们就会发现对与错越是那么不明显，这不是错，这是事实，而且无法改变。

73.记住结交每一个值得结交的朋友。

74.无聊的时候，别忘记朋友。朋友无聊的时候，别忘记你是他们的朋友。

75.如果你没有珍惜大学这三/四年，你一定会抱憾终生。

i saw this post before i enter uni 3 years ago,

and now,

apparently i'm now in my 3rd year,

how many of these i have achieved and how many i haven't....