rainbow^^ feel blessed everytime i saw it^^
means there's hopes after rains^^
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
tada!!!
this is my 1st post, so decided to introduce myself a bit la...(seems like i din't wrote enough for the profile part... tak cukup, tak syok^^)
- i din't write words in essay-form for a long long time, except answering exam essay questions, and i don't think that counts, so...i think i will proceed in point-form, paise ha^^
- i'm a typical penang people, so you can find most of my sentence will end with "la~", "ha~~", "lo~~", "hor~~", "o~~", haha...and i find it's kinda fun when there are expressions and emotions in my words...you can try to read it with those expressions as well, i'm sure it's fun^^
- i'm a IT idiots, unable to control over my computer....i surrendered on this long long time ago...so...when you see weird things appeared on my post, it's not really my fault^^ paise o~
- i usually translate what i think in mind directly into words... so...when you can't really understand what i'm writting, please read it out loud like you are talking to yourselves, you will find it easier^^
- ^^ = means i'm smiling^^...
- by the way, i really like to smile, but sometimes when i din't, doesn't mean that i'm angry...
- previously,i have a blog in elsewhere, but somehow or rather it was quite inconvenient for me to manage there, so i decided to move my blog here, hence, i will move all my previous posts to here, so enjoy o...might be irrelevant now o...=.=ll...
- both of my english and melayu are kinda teruk, my best subject is hokkien^^ (but unfortunately no one tested me on that before), so my post will be a rojak of chine-malay-kien-lish, paise if you can't understand it...^^
- i'm kinda busy + lazy....so...when you see me updated my blog, it usually means that i'm in holiday^^...feel free to contact me that time o^^
- i'm kinda 'zhi-lian kuang', direct translation means 'extreme self-admirer'...so please don't get annoyed or irritated when i couldn't stop talking...and talking...and talking...about myself... and as you can see, i even couldn't stop writing about myself... muahahaha^^ i'm a freak right?!
- sometimes i may use may use long weird medical terms, which consist of more than 10 alphabets in a word---but i'm not a doctor...yet... there's still a long long journey ahead....
- my blogs' names/titles are usually irrelevant to its contents, so just ignore it^^
- i like to take photos when i'm studying....and usually i will study in pyjamas, so...the combination will be pyjamas + in photos^^
- i really like day-dreaming...and my face look serious when i'm day-dreaming^^
- i like to give names to my belongings, like xiao bai, xiao hong...or xiao put put^^...guess what are they??
- i like to read national geograhic...especially during bedtime^^
- i'm the advisor of 'mei mong ju le bu' ...means sweet dreams club^^...
- i can't eat spicy food...even i'm a penangites...so memper-siasui-kan...
- i like to create new vocabulary like - 'memper-wat-tat-kan'...memper-siasui-kan...it's easy, just add memper- and -kan in front and behind a verb...in any language^^
- i have really short attention span...so please don't gam gam cham me, i will only listen to the the first 3 sentences...the rest will....
- i have high metabolic rate, so i get hungry easily...
- i doesn't always act cute, even i do, i do in private^^
- i'm really blurr...really really blurr....i often go to class at the wrong time...haiz...T.T
- my blogs punya background looks so harmony and peaceful, i like it very much, but it's not really my style...you will feel a kinda awkward after reading my posts on it...i feel that too...
.....previously, i was kept thinking should i put my real names on the blogs? means letting my friends to know this is my blogs and paksa them to visit it regularly....hahahaha, so autocratic^^ but somehow...i'm worried that when people know who is the author...i can't really expressed what i really wana say....i have to put mr. XX or YY on it...it spoils the fun right?? but i really wana share my life with you all, so...
....i give up....i think the one of best part of life is about sharings and friends...for those who already knew me... welcome to my inner world!!! for those who doesn't, welcome to my world^^
history chapter 13 - whinning again…haha^@^
january 14, 2009~
can’t think of a suitble title for this 1 again…so, juz merepek sajalah…
busy~busy~n…busy~ barely have any time left for myself…
physically and mentally both are exhausted…T.T…
what am i busying about??? i dunno actually… lots of remeh-temeh things juz simply taking up all my time…hew…
juz like what my friend said…got time to die..no time to sick…
need more energy to aja aja….nescafe no longer works on me…
any other recommendations pls???
(ps: i juz watched mamma mia…such a nice movie…hopefully i can live in such a beautiful island 1 day…singing n….emm…no la, i prefer sleeping on that beautiful island whole day…haha..)
can’t think of a suitble title for this 1 again…so, juz merepek sajalah…
busy~busy~n…busy~ barely have any time left for myself…
physically and mentally both are exhausted…T.T…
what am i busying about??? i dunno actually… lots of remeh-temeh things juz simply taking up all my time…hew…
juz like what my friend said…got time to die..no time to sick…
need more energy to aja aja….nescafe no longer works on me…
any other recommendations pls???
(ps: i juz watched mamma mia…such a nice movie…hopefully i can live in such a beautiful island 1 day…singing n….emm…no la, i prefer sleeping on that beautiful island whole day…haha..)
history chapter 12 - dunno how to name u again…=.=”
november 22, 2008~
juz started my new sem…^@^….
walao…everything is sooooo tough until i ‘liak kong’ od….
GIT system, everything study from mouth to anus…T.T….
pls.. save me….or juz kill me…
^@^ haha…juz joking la…
but dunno why….generally, i’m feeling happier n content compare to previous sem, maybe i’m more adapt to da environment od…(tho it’s a bit slow…hehe…)
this time, me no longer feel empty…lonely…pathetic on myself anymore…even i’m facing something that i previously tot that i won’t be able to handle it…
time is indeed the best mecidine afterall…washing out everything….every injury, every lost….
or maybe i really become STRONGER this time…not the fragile, innocent girl last time anymore…
more confident…yet more humble…this is what i really hope i can be soon in the future…
gambate o!!!! aja aja fighting!!!
juz started my new sem…^@^….
walao…everything is sooooo tough until i ‘liak kong’ od….
GIT system, everything study from mouth to anus…T.T….
pls.. save me….or juz kill me…
^@^ haha…juz joking la…
but dunno why….generally, i’m feeling happier n content compare to previous sem, maybe i’m more adapt to da environment od…(tho it’s a bit slow…hehe…)
this time, me no longer feel empty…lonely…pathetic on myself anymore…even i’m facing something that i previously tot that i won’t be able to handle it…
time is indeed the best mecidine afterall…washing out everything….every injury, every lost….
or maybe i really become STRONGER this time…not the fragile, innocent girl last time anymore…
more confident…yet more humble…this is what i really hope i can be soon in the future…
gambate o!!!! aja aja fighting!!!
history chapter 11 - what should i name u???
november 13, 2008~
emm…i think most of the titles of my blogs are not relevant to their contents, indeed…hahaha…wuliao…
not surprising, its holiday again…suddenly i think of something funny, juz now my dad come into my room n ask: ‘why u didn’t go out 2day again??’ hahaha…indeed, its is soooo unusual that i will stay in the house all the time during the holiday, no lepak in mamak stall till late nite, no shopping marathon from 9am till 9pm, no sing k, no camp, no hotel stay, no outing, no movie, juz nothing….
juz came back from opkim….maybe i’m a bit tired….a bit lazy….so….
lepak at home lo…..cannot meh?!
ha…wuliao….
emm…i think most of the titles of my blogs are not relevant to their contents, indeed…hahaha…wuliao…
not surprising, its holiday again…suddenly i think of something funny, juz now my dad come into my room n ask: ‘why u didn’t go out 2day again??’ hahaha…indeed, its is soooo unusual that i will stay in the house all the time during the holiday, no lepak in mamak stall till late nite, no shopping marathon from 9am till 9pm, no sing k, no camp, no hotel stay, no outing, no movie, juz nothing….
juz came back from opkim….maybe i’m a bit tired….a bit lazy….so….
lepak at home lo…..cannot meh?!
ha…wuliao….
history chapter 10 - it’s the final countdown…
october 10, 2008~
finals coming….
suddenly rmb of this song…sings it everytime during new year countdowns….
okie….it’s the final countdown…to da FINALs!!!!
last 2 weeks to go!!!!
ready~~~ get set~~~~GO!!!!!
like shifu say….fa yuan : i will finish cover all the topics!!!!
gambate o!!!!
finals coming….
suddenly rmb of this song…sings it everytime during new year countdowns….
okie….it’s the final countdown…to da FINALs!!!!
last 2 weeks to go!!!!
ready~~~ get set~~~~GO!!!!!
like shifu say….fa yuan : i will finish cover all the topics!!!!
gambate o!!!!
history chapter 9 - it’s complicated@…
october 10, 2008~
thought that i have forgottened everything od…nothing about it bothers me anymore…but…surprisingly…the truth is…it is not all been forgottened…just been burried deep down inside somewhere else only….let it fester…ulcerate… necrotise…and hemorrhage itself….and now…it’s superimposed with infection somemore…so, i think it’s going to the stage of irreversible injury od…
it’s complicated, isn’t it?!
thought that i have forgottened everything od…nothing about it bothers me anymore…but…surprisingly…the truth is…it is not all been forgottened…just been burried deep down inside somewhere else only….let it fester…ulcerate… necrotise…and hemorrhage itself….and now…it’s superimposed with infection somemore…so, i think it’s going to the stage of irreversible injury od…
it’s complicated, isn’t it?!
history chapter 8 - nightmares….
october 10, 2008~
its definately an unusual time for me to write a blog….coz i’m having my worrest nightmare- study week…hai…feel like dying….T.T….
i start to have panic attacks…sometimes i wish that i can wake up and found out that the exam has passed od….like shifu say today…everything change-wu chang…but hopefully the exam can change way more faster than the others…like the holiday…hahaha…gosh, i hav been silly again…
wish me luck o!!! ^.~
gambate!!!
its definately an unusual time for me to write a blog….coz i’m having my worrest nightmare- study week…hai…feel like dying….T.T….
i start to have panic attacks…sometimes i wish that i can wake up and found out that the exam has passed od….like shifu say today…everything change-wu chang…but hopefully the exam can change way more faster than the others…like the holiday…hahaha…gosh, i hav been silly again…
wish me luck o!!! ^.~
gambate!!!
history chapter 7 - blah…blah…blah..AGAIN
august 15, 2008~
1 week of holiday…rotting in penang…walau…holiday is just too nice for me…^.~
watching my favourite old movies….going thru all my collections of souvenirs and ji nian che…enjoying a syok sendiri punya nostalgia trip on my own….
finally i realize sthg….
before that..i tot i have changed too much…from sem 1 to sem 2… to some1 that i even dunno myself…i was scared of these changes.. afraid it might cause me to become lazy…become worse…but suddenly i realized….i din changed to any1 else… i have juz changed bec into who i am during my secondary school life… hahaha…oh dear…
….from my old dear frenz punya comments…i’m some1 who…
….likes to sleep in class….lazy sleepy pig…( …from my frenz punya observations…my favourite sleeping time is during kimia, sejarah, math period..n aso ghee’s n ban jien kuih’s punya tuitions…n i hav aso been sleeping in da school n public library…) my sleeping’s ability is just too ‘geng’ till almost all of my frens will comment it in my ji nian che…
…. was addicted to m&n chocolates n mentos… coz i use it as my ‘anti-fishing-agent’….hahaha, brillant leh?!
….likes to play n ‘wet’ all da time…i tot that i am some1 who is likes to study all da time….’study freak’….but instead i baru rmb…i handled all my exams in secondary school by last minutes work…hehe…n i started to change this bad habit only during f6…hehe…juz rmb it…tot i am sooooo hardworking since dulu…
….don like to comb my hair…my messy messy hair…haha…py pernah comment my hair as ‘hutan khatulistiwa’…haha…i admit this…never change b4…but i would like to make some corrections here… not that i really don like to comb my hair…it is juz too messy like shit until there is no difference btw combing it n not combing it…so..why waste the time leh???
blah…blah…blah…a lot more lagi la….
…haha….i think i juz turned a round to become who i am bec during my previous school life…it is not that bad i think…juz that i am too proud n arrogant to admit who i truly am only…huh…
ppl don really change anyway…rite??
but i think i really need to change d…at least until da f6 level kua…or else i will be in BIG trouble…i guess~
1 week of holiday…rotting in penang…walau…holiday is just too nice for me…^.~
watching my favourite old movies….going thru all my collections of souvenirs and ji nian che…enjoying a syok sendiri punya nostalgia trip on my own….
finally i realize sthg….
before that..i tot i have changed too much…from sem 1 to sem 2… to some1 that i even dunno myself…i was scared of these changes.. afraid it might cause me to become lazy…become worse…but suddenly i realized….i din changed to any1 else… i have juz changed bec into who i am during my secondary school life… hahaha…oh dear…
….from my old dear frenz punya comments…i’m some1 who…
….likes to sleep in class….lazy sleepy pig…( …from my frenz punya observations…my favourite sleeping time is during kimia, sejarah, math period..n aso ghee’s n ban jien kuih’s punya tuitions…n i hav aso been sleeping in da school n public library…) my sleeping’s ability is just too ‘geng’ till almost all of my frens will comment it in my ji nian che…
…. was addicted to m&n chocolates n mentos… coz i use it as my ‘anti-fishing-agent’….hahaha, brillant leh?!
….likes to play n ‘wet’ all da time…i tot that i am some1 who is likes to study all da time….’study freak’….but instead i baru rmb…i handled all my exams in secondary school by last minutes work…hehe…n i started to change this bad habit only during f6…hehe…juz rmb it…tot i am sooooo hardworking since dulu…
….don like to comb my hair…my messy messy hair…haha…py pernah comment my hair as ‘hutan khatulistiwa’…haha…i admit this…never change b4…but i would like to make some corrections here… not that i really don like to comb my hair…it is juz too messy like shit until there is no difference btw combing it n not combing it…so..why waste the time leh???
blah…blah…blah…a lot more lagi la….
…haha….i think i juz turned a round to become who i am bec during my previous school life…it is not that bad i think…juz that i am too proud n arrogant to admit who i truly am only…huh…
ppl don really change anyway…rite??
but i think i really need to change d…at least until da f6 level kua…or else i will be in BIG trouble…i guess~
history chapter 6 - hew…holiday again…
august 11, 2008~
emm….time REALLY flies…everytime i start to conteng sthg on my blog means that i am having a break AGAIN….so…i’m now in my midsem break d…half of my new sem juz zoom pass…wow…so fast…
my dear beloved penang is as cute as usual…full with food…place to lepak…place to rest aso…and a final place for me to rethink abt everything that i hav been thru da whole year….
i have change too much since i hav enter uni…so fast until i can’t adapt it..can’t find a balance point in btw it…feeling like swinging on a see-saw…lost in somewhere… without any direction….finally sthg happened recently….tho it was unpleasant, yet it hav taught me a lesson of life… woke me up….opened my eyes…and finally…i d noe wat i really want now…i hav noe wat should i do now….glad i went thru it….
so…come bec to wat hav i done on my 1st few days of my holiday… lepak here n there…go konvo…wtch mv…oh ya…i juz watched kung fu panda n there is a cute old kura-kura saying sthg that i found meaningful…
"yesterday is a history….
tomorrow is a mystery…
while… today…is a gift…that’s why we call it as "present"..."
so….dear frenz all ard da world…appreciate everyday u hav, as times is just like a river…u will never touch da same water again as u pass by….so juz cherish da "present" u hav everyday….gambate o!!!
emm….time REALLY flies…everytime i start to conteng sthg on my blog means that i am having a break AGAIN….so…i’m now in my midsem break d…half of my new sem juz zoom pass…wow…so fast…
my dear beloved penang is as cute as usual…full with food…place to lepak…place to rest aso…and a final place for me to rethink abt everything that i hav been thru da whole year….
i have change too much since i hav enter uni…so fast until i can’t adapt it..can’t find a balance point in btw it…feeling like swinging on a see-saw…lost in somewhere… without any direction….finally sthg happened recently….tho it was unpleasant, yet it hav taught me a lesson of life… woke me up….opened my eyes…and finally…i d noe wat i really want now…i hav noe wat should i do now….glad i went thru it….
so…come bec to wat hav i done on my 1st few days of my holiday… lepak here n there…go konvo…wtch mv…oh ya…i juz watched kung fu panda n there is a cute old kura-kura saying sthg that i found meaningful…
"yesterday is a history….
tomorrow is a mystery…
while… today…is a gift…that’s why we call it as "present"..."
so….dear frenz all ard da world…appreciate everyday u hav, as times is just like a river…u will never touch da same water again as u pass by….so juz cherish da "present" u hav everyday….gambate o!!!
history chapter 5 - am i here?! here i am…
june 25, 2008~
finally…school started n settled all the things d…finally, got the time to online n write something on my blog d…gosh, it should be a busy time for a ’study freak’ like me now…lots of lectures, mes, pbl…but dunno why, i seems a bit relax..a bit enjoy…n a bit syok sendiri on my own…haha, i guess i’m still in the holiday mood kua…
i’m now living in my new ‘5-star’ hostel (compare to my last year’s 1), a very nice condo..with an indoor swimming pool n a best view of kl…(petronas twin tower, kl tower n etc..) its a great view…esp during the nite…but the problem is…. I’M THE ONLY 1 IN THE HOUSE!!!! (ps: all my future housemates haven register in yet..) gosh, i can say that i’m not a timid guy…but living alone in such a new environment is simply not the things that i can tahan… somemore will feel so ‘kong xu’ /empty….esp in the nite…hayo…feel so boring everyday aft school..going bec alone to a lonely house….anyway, the good thing is that i can ‘exploit’ the house as much as i want…muahaha….i campak my books almost everywhere…oh..1 thing that i also cannot tahan is…there are a lots of bugs in the house….weird bugs…got wings…no wings…got legs…no legs…macam-macam pun ada…luckily no cockroach there..hayo…better touch wood…^.~
i think i still like this house very much…it juz that the loneliness is more than i can bear…can’t wait till my housemates move in…
lonely…i am so lonely….blah..blah..blah..blah…4got the lyrics d…^@^
finally…school started n settled all the things d…finally, got the time to online n write something on my blog d…gosh, it should be a busy time for a ’study freak’ like me now…lots of lectures, mes, pbl…but dunno why, i seems a bit relax..a bit enjoy…n a bit syok sendiri on my own…haha, i guess i’m still in the holiday mood kua…
i’m now living in my new ‘5-star’ hostel (compare to my last year’s 1), a very nice condo..with an indoor swimming pool n a best view of kl…(petronas twin tower, kl tower n etc..) its a great view…esp during the nite…but the problem is…. I’M THE ONLY 1 IN THE HOUSE!!!! (ps: all my future housemates haven register in yet..) gosh, i can say that i’m not a timid guy…but living alone in such a new environment is simply not the things that i can tahan… somemore will feel so ‘kong xu’ /empty….esp in the nite…hayo…feel so boring everyday aft school..going bec alone to a lonely house….anyway, the good thing is that i can ‘exploit’ the house as much as i want…muahaha….i campak my books almost everywhere…oh..1 thing that i also cannot tahan is…there are a lots of bugs in the house….weird bugs…got wings…no wings…got legs…no legs…macam-macam pun ada…luckily no cockroach there..hayo…better touch wood…^.~
i think i still like this house very much…it juz that the loneliness is more than i can bear…can’t wait till my housemates move in…
lonely…i am so lonely….blah..blah..blah..blah…4got the lyrics d…^@^
history chapter 4 - the “pre- SCHOOL GOING TO START LIAO!!!” syndrome…
going back to kl school next fri…
I WANT MY HOLIDAY BACK!!!!
give me…give me.. give me…1 more time…
''very kan cheong lar…''*画圈圈*
"gua ai si liao!!!" *bang wall*
"i don’t want to go back, can bo can bo can bo??" *blink blink*
"can i just ignore the notice??"
"somebody!! help me!! HELP MEEEEEEEEE!!!"
"pls let me go…plsSsSsSSSsssss~" *then berguling2 di atas lantai*
"i dunno, i dunno, i dunno anythg…got school meh?? *stick my head into the ground*"
etc etc..
suddenly feel like i’m so childish...
a bit worry…
emm…make some corrections,
i think is a LOTSA LOTSA worries….
abandoned my books for so long od…
(ps: sorry books, not really meant to forget TOTALLY about u….i'm really really sorry…)
times really fly by…..esp those happy times…..^@^
times really fly by…..esp those happy times…..^@^
I WANT MY HOLIDAY BACK!!!!
give me…give me.. give me…1 more time…
(ps: i mean my holiday…^.^)
(ps2: i ki siao od…i think it is due to the so-called "pre- SCHOOL GOING TO START LIAO!!!" syndrome…it is a mixture of:
(ps2: i ki siao od…i think it is due to the so-called "pre- SCHOOL GOING TO START LIAO!!!" syndrome…it is a mixture of:
''very kan cheong lar…''*画圈圈*
"gua ai si liao!!!" *bang wall*
"i don’t want to go back, can bo can bo can bo??" *blink blink*
"can i just ignore the notice??"
"somebody!! help me!! HELP MEEEEEEEEE!!!"
"pls let me go…plsSsSsSSSsssss~" *then berguling2 di atas lantai*
"i dunno, i dunno, i dunno anythg…got school meh?? *stick my head into the ground*"
etc etc..
suddenly feel like i’m so childish...
lol~
od studied for so many years yet still afraid of school…
kill me...
history chapter 3 - a forward msg...
june 8, 2008~
"…因為愛你.所以放手還你自由※~
因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾※~
因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過※~
因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開※~
如果我還一直深愛著你…你是否還會待在我身邊? …"
"…愛上一ㄍ人…
如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害
放棄一ㄍ人…
如此的難過卻又讓人心碎
珍惜身旁的每一ㄍ人,不要等到失去了
才瞭解到遺憾…和後悔
如此的痛苦…."
this is part of a forward msg that i just received from a frenz…
suddenly feel that this feeling is so familiar to me…
seems like i have it b4 too…
luckily my story has ended long ago…^@^
but sometimes i just wonder, why love can be so hard???
"…因為愛你.所以放手還你自由※~
因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾※~
因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過※~
因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開※~
如果我還一直深愛著你…你是否還會待在我身邊? …"
"…愛上一ㄍ人…
如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害
放棄一ㄍ人…
如此的難過卻又讓人心碎
珍惜身旁的每一ㄍ人,不要等到失去了
才瞭解到遺憾…和後悔
如此的痛苦…."
this is part of a forward msg that i just received from a frenz…
suddenly feel that this feeling is so familiar to me…
seems like i have it b4 too…
luckily my story has ended long ago…^@^
but sometimes i just wonder, why love can be so hard???
history chapter 2 - gan en to every1...
june 1, 2008 ~
finally, the 4 days 3 nights camp has come to the end….feeling so happy and relieve…and also…very "she bu de"….like suddenly i’m overwelmed with a mixture of emotions….i think this is the camp that i have involved and enjoyed most among these years….
i have learned a lots from this camp, learned to appreciate my life…learned to appreciate my family and frenzs…learned to gan en…learned to be patience and stay calm…gain lots of wonderful experience and memories….make lots of new frenzs…..
"life is short and u won’t know what will happen tomorrow…so, live life to the fullest….."
"if u want a best result, then prepare yourself to the best…"
be patient and stay calm AT ALL TIMES….
before that, i was keep complaining about my life sucks…so pressure and boring….
now only i realize how fortunate i am…
i already have a wonderful life…i have a great family, the best mum and dad…lots of frenzs…a challenging yet interesting and meaningful study life….and finally…a dream to work for…
during the camp, i have a member who got cut by glasses and i was totally blank, panic and helpless…i can done nothing except worrying….i don’t want feel like that anymore,…hoping that 1 day in the future….i can be the 1 who comes to the rescue..hahaha.^@^
so…gan en to every1 that have put lots and lots of efforts in preparing this enjoyable camp…and i feel so happy being part of it….
and also thx lots to my dear tuankang members…thx a lots to you all for giving me this opportunity to work with you guys….it’s a pleasant experience to work with you guys…and also thx lots for being so patience to my mistake…(hai..done lots and lots of stupid mistake thruout the camp….) hope that we got the chance to cooperate again in the future…gambate o u guys…
finally, the 4 days 3 nights camp has come to the end….feeling so happy and relieve…and also…very "she bu de"….like suddenly i’m overwelmed with a mixture of emotions….i think this is the camp that i have involved and enjoyed most among these years….
i have learned a lots from this camp, learned to appreciate my life…learned to appreciate my family and frenzs…learned to gan en…learned to be patience and stay calm…gain lots of wonderful experience and memories….make lots of new frenzs…..
"life is short and u won’t know what will happen tomorrow…so, live life to the fullest….."
"if u want a best result, then prepare yourself to the best…"
be patient and stay calm AT ALL TIMES….
before that, i was keep complaining about my life sucks…so pressure and boring….
now only i realize how fortunate i am…
i already have a wonderful life…i have a great family, the best mum and dad…lots of frenzs…a challenging yet interesting and meaningful study life….and finally…a dream to work for…
during the camp, i have a member who got cut by glasses and i was totally blank, panic and helpless…i can done nothing except worrying….i don’t want feel like that anymore,…hoping that 1 day in the future….i can be the 1 who comes to the rescue..hahaha.^@^
so…gan en to every1 that have put lots and lots of efforts in preparing this enjoyable camp…and i feel so happy being part of it….
and also thx lots to my dear tuankang members…thx a lots to you all for giving me this opportunity to work with you guys….it’s a pleasant experience to work with you guys…and also thx lots for being so patience to my mistake…(hai..done lots and lots of stupid mistake thruout the camp….) hope that we got the chance to cooperate again in the future…gambate o u guys…
history chapter 1 -tada!!! (again?)
May 21, 2008~
gosh, finally got the time to create my own blog…ehem..actually, i’m not that busy la…just a bit too lazy only…hahaha…
i’m now enjoying my very limited vacation…everday my main activity is to mensia-siakan masa…haha…i can lie on the floor doing nothing except daydreaming …watching series for the whole day…borak kosong with my mum and sis….accompanying my grandma the whole afternoon..hahaha…altho, it might be boring sometimes, but i enjoyed this precious opportunity to get bored…hahaha..a bit siao dy…
time flies by so quickily in a blink of eyes…a year has passed, it’s hard to imagine that i’m still waiting for my uni application at this time during last year and now i have completed my 1st year dy…
looking back for what i have done last year…it was completely busy and crazy…during the 1st semester, what i have done was just study; study, study, study…endless of studying….study the whole day and night…i just can’t imagine the pressure that have i gone thru during that time…luckily my painstaking effort has been paid off… while for my 2nd semester, it was completely the opposite, i played a lot; watching series…daydreaming….sleeping…enjoying my 1st year of uni life in the hostel…luckily i can pass my exam…hahaha…i still can’t find a reasonable explaination for this dramatic change…maybe its just that my hardworking genes have accidentally turned off…haha, or maybe i’m exhausted already, too tired to carry on…or maybe my subconsious mind are running away from what i have gone thru during the 1st semester… or maybe i’m just lost, can’t find the direction and motivation for me to come so far…haih..just hope that i know…
anyway, my precious holiday left only 3 weeks…i have started to experience the so-called "pre- HOLIDAY ENDED!!!" syndrome….a bit blue…i guess…hahaha… but what i really hope is that i can find back my direction that motivate me to come so far until today….
gosh, finally got the time to create my own blog…ehem..actually, i’m not that busy la…just a bit too lazy only…hahaha…
i’m now enjoying my very limited vacation…everday my main activity is to mensia-siakan masa…haha…i can lie on the floor doing nothing except daydreaming …watching series for the whole day…borak kosong with my mum and sis….accompanying my grandma the whole afternoon..hahaha…altho, it might be boring sometimes, but i enjoyed this precious opportunity to get bored…hahaha..a bit siao dy…
time flies by so quickily in a blink of eyes…a year has passed, it’s hard to imagine that i’m still waiting for my uni application at this time during last year and now i have completed my 1st year dy…
looking back for what i have done last year…it was completely busy and crazy…during the 1st semester, what i have done was just study; study, study, study…endless of studying….study the whole day and night…i just can’t imagine the pressure that have i gone thru during that time…luckily my painstaking effort has been paid off… while for my 2nd semester, it was completely the opposite, i played a lot; watching series…daydreaming….sleeping…enjoying my 1st year of uni life in the hostel…luckily i can pass my exam…hahaha…i still can’t find a reasonable explaination for this dramatic change…maybe its just that my hardworking genes have accidentally turned off…haha, or maybe i’m exhausted already, too tired to carry on…or maybe my subconsious mind are running away from what i have gone thru during the 1st semester… or maybe i’m just lost, can’t find the direction and motivation for me to come so far…haih..just hope that i know…
anyway, my precious holiday left only 3 weeks…i have started to experience the so-called "pre- HOLIDAY ENDED!!!" syndrome….a bit blue…i guess…hahaha… but what i really hope is that i can find back my direction that motivate me to come so far until today….
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